While I'm waiting...

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

I heard this song on my way to school this morning. This song is such a blessing to me because it's exactly what I need to hear right now. I'm so wrapped up in everything here lately. I feel so overwhelmed. I pray constantly. I want more of Him, I need more of Him. I'm always seeking His face throughout the day. 

"Lord just get me through this day, just get me through until 3:15. Help me to be positive."

 I'm crying out all day for the strength to carry on. I'm just at a point where I feel very helpless. All this praying and all this asking for help and I don't feel like anything is happening.....and then the thought hit me this morning as I was driving to work-maybe He wants me to wait. Maybe it's not time yet. I want a change in my life and I've been asking for it in my time-but maybe it's not His time....

"Delight yourself also in the LORD: and he shall give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4